Resumidamente isto é assim:

I hope it worth the wait

The moment I woke up I turned around and looked into your eyes. You were already awake. ”Stay with me” You whispered with your almost non existing morning voice. ”I want to” I said. ”but i cant”. You kissed my dry lips and put your hand over my face. We looked into each others eyes, and with only an hour til we were leaving I knew there was nothing I nor you could do about it. But you still whispered ”please?”. We made love and got dressed. The morning light was painting the room with a beautiful colour. You packed your bags while I laid in the bed. We showered together. We were both kinda quite. Once in a while we would laugh about something, hug each other for a few seconds while you repeated the same words, or just look at each other. But most of the time we were busy waking up. It was too early.

You carried your heavy suitcase up the hill and i took the lighter one. We got on the car and got off at the station where the train was gonna pick me up. I leaned against your shoulder and a couple of tears rolled down my cheek. You touched my face and said ”don't cry”. I tried to say goodbye maybe 5 times, pulling myself away from you. But every time I came back, held you close and said the same words over and over again. ”I don't want to leave.”.

This could be a sad story but its not.

I found real love.

The real real love. Not the kind that will make you cry at night, or ask yourself why he said that, or kissed that other girl, or why he isn't sure about us. The real L-O-V-E. The person I know will love me for the rest of my life. I know it sounds crazy. I thought I found that in those other boys when I met them to. But I was wrong. And this feeling is so different. Its trust. I am calm.

I went to home after a long trip. At home I have another shower, lunch with my mum and I laughed. Then she went to work and your smell hit me like a wall when I took my clothes to the laundry. The sheets were messy. But the apartment felt so empty. I wish I could wake up tomorrow morning in the same hotel room, turn around and see you whispering "Please stay". My small bed suddenly feels so big. But I know one day I will be able to turn around every morning and you will be there, and I will stay. And even though I miss you every second and every minute, for that, it is worth the wait.

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change

Odeio-te!

São quase duas da manhã e já estava farta de coçar a minha cabeça no travesseiro de um lado para o outro. Sinto a tua falta. Saíste de casa há sete horas atrás, estiveste em casa tempo a mais e fico extremamente mal habituada. Sinto a tua falta! A cama ficou demasiado grande! Não podes habituar-me a estar comigo mais tempo que o normal porque quando te vais embora eu não consigo dormir! Podes-me deixar dormir e ficar comigo sempre?!?!?! Sinto a tua falta! Sinto a falta de dormir no teu peito! Sinto falta que me acordes a meio da noite! Sinto falta da minha paz de espírito quando estás por perto! Dás-me conforto e sustento! Sinto-me mais segura contigo! Por isso fica comigo porque eu não quero levar esta vida por muito mais tempo! Considera um ultimato porque preciso mesmo de ti! Não fazes ideia de quanto me fazes falta!

continuação( ou porque falta sempre dizer qualquer coisa)